i DON'T KNOW YOU

So like iyahannah says... Have you ever woke up one morning and looked in the mirror and realized you don't know that person who is looking back at you. I mean everything about you is still the same your eyes are still dark brown with kind of a sultry look, your nose is still the same with the little bump that nobody can tell unless they stare at you for hours, your lips still have the same fullness that they always had. But then when you speek you notice that something did change instead of having that voice that sound like you are full of life you now have a voice that is dull and flat with no excitement what so ever your voice alone has lost all pride and confidence and happiness that once belong to it. So what should you do now? Should you do what everybody say and hold you head up high and remain positive? What if there is nothing to remain positive about because life as you know it is dead? So what i am asking is what should i do? should i do another suicide attempt but go all the way this time? Should i just go along and act like nothing is wrong with me and that i'm not hurting at all? Or should i just go back to bed wake up the next morning and never look at a mirror again? I lived a life acting like nothing is wrong with me and acting like nothing bothers me but the truth is i'm like anybody else i don't handle my problems like most people but i do get hurt and when something hurts me it huts a lot but this is just a side that nobody knows....